I was wondering if I am really an insomniac. I can sit before my laptop for more than 36 hrs without getting my ass of my seat. Not exaggerating. I have done it and what about the food? Its all junks as always.. burgers and pizzas. Its not that i dont like eating other stuffs. But burgers and pizzas are easy reach. You get these stuffs delivered to your doorsteps. Does this really affect your health? Oh! Its the junk food I’m talking about, but the sleeplessness. I dont feel tired at all. Just muscle aches occassionally, but still if i want, i can sit for another 12 hrs, possibly more. But, thinking about this makes me worried. When i felt like this before, i had sleeping pills, but I was totally devastated by the effect the drug had on me and that sort of behavious was completely out of my character. I dont want to reveal that over here. That was really embaressing. So, I stopped taking sleeping pills, but yeah! cough medicine helps nowadays. But, still is it stress that is keeping me awake? i dont know. Hell with stress! If its stress, then i think i should be tired and be sleeping all day and night.. Oh man! how i really wish to get a good night sleep, just like i used to get years back. Am i missing something? Not sure.. And if I see what I’m doing, its just nothing other than my small sleek box.. I use my laptop 24×7, most of the time working, sometimes playing my favourite billards or cricket on it, and all other times, watching movies and series. May be i should google more on my kinda behaviour. Are there really a lot of insomniacs? or is it just me?
Does insomniacs really do something out of their character? Or may be thats my character.. May be it’s just ME. I am working with Windows and Linux Networking. Few months back, i got really interested in router stuff and completed CCNA course. Today, i just got interested in Macromedia Flash and started playing with animations and actionscripts, which is completely out of ME. Am i wierd? Or is my conceit deluded me into believing I should be putting more than what I could on what I am doing? Looks complecated.. Doing multiple things on same day and at the same time when so many things are going around… Or am i addicted to something? May be i should do a real good research on this…. Google, you are the only one for me. Luv ya!
Are there lot of insomniacs?
04 Wednesday Apr 2007